Close your eyes just settle, settle.

I don't really know where this is gonna go, but i feel the need to blog. I'll just talk. Well Myriah just left, early. again. GAY. But she's still awesome :D Right. Well i just thought of something to talk about, the other day i was thinking about the serenity prayer, because the first line is "lord grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change" because well ya know some stuff happened that i couldn't control, but it was really annoying. So i decided that if i realize the things that are, and always will be inevitable, and just accept them, and make the best of them, then life will be much easier. Not saying my life is difficult, but that would just help alot. I think if we all learned to do that then it would just make things so much less complicated. But many of the things that are inevitable are the actions of others, such as parents being parents. Being protective and what not, there's not really anything you can do about it, so why not accept it, and make the best of it. I think i'm going to continue on with this thinking. See how that goes. And i can go from there.
-jake

I'm not really sure what i want to say. But i need to say something.

I don't know where i want to go. But me feet keep going anyway.

Clueless as to where i lead, i'm just following my steps

What do i really want, that's a question i cannot answer

I keep telling myself everythings great, when i know i'm lying.

Can it really get better? Or are my hopes just too high?

I told myself i wouldn't settle, did i keep my word?

I don't know if i'm making myself believe this, or if it's true.

Help my God, straighten out my path

My eyes are closed, but the sun is shining.

How can i see the sun? I need to see it.

I cannot continue living with this darkness of settling

I must find if this is real, or if i'm just pretending

Why do i always question my thoughts? What happened to my trust of myself?