A New Begining

A new beggining seems to be what everyone is talking about these days. Obviously, the marking of a New Year just passed. I never really got how just because it's a new day, it's a new year, therefor it makes it easier for a new beggining? But i think that is something to do with hope. That since the calender says that it's a new year, that it gives you a reason to change. A clean slate, so to speak.
I never really stick to my New Years resolutions. Like everyone. But i think it's because i never really have one. Now i'm not planning on one this year either. But i did have some sort of a realization lately.
Well the passed few weeks i was not really myself. I was depressed. I kept telling myself that i wasn't, but i was. Now i still can't say i know the true reason for it. It's gone now though. I feel like myself again, i'm happy, enthusiastic, and just start the day with a smile saying "I'm gonna have a good day!" I don't really know why i have these little spurts of depression. But my goal for the New Year, is to avoid them. Or if i come upon them, to find the reason. And dispose of it. Or resolve it. That is my goal.