Whatever tomorrow brings, i'll be there

Lately i've been having bad dreams. I've had some of death, some of being chased, and attacked. I also had a dream and i woke up crying. I don't know why. Also, a few days ago, i realized that i haven't cried in too long it seems. I don't know why. But it seems like it need it. I just continually have this feeling that something horrible is going to happen. I don't know why. I just hope i'm prepared for whatever it is. I think that's why i'm scared, because i don't think i'm going to be ready for it. I'll just live day to day till it happens.
-Jacob

Even though your next to me i still feel so alone

Today was a very interesting day. I woke up to a song that i've never heard, but liked alot. Then i went downstairs for some H.B.O.'s and a newspaper was crying "OBAMA WON," i thought that was interesting. First black president in the history of America, and i witnessed it. Hmm i like it. Then i got in the car to go to school, and my sister was jamming out to the Warped Tour CD, so i was pumped when i got to school. When i'm pumped, i'm pumped. And i have flippin awesome days. Today was one of those days. Recently i got a girlfriend, her name's Myriah, and she's awesome : ]. So i got to school and saw her, and seriously, what's better than seeing your kick a** girlfriend at 7 in the morning? Tell me that and...well i don't know what i'll do, but that's besides the point. So my day started off good, then i got a few test's back in my classes, and aced 'em. Then in geometry, Mrs. Schuster was there, and ya know what that means? BEST GEOMETRY CLASS EVER. Darn right. Well anyways, then my school day continued, so on and so forth. You don't really wanna know about that. But after the bus ride home, i jumped on la computadora and well i thought about blogging. Now, in my language arts class [flippin sweet class] my teacher *name not said for privacy* gave us a blog assignment, and asked for us to reply to one of her posts. Since everyone in the class did it, you could see everyone's blog, so i was snooping around, and found a quiz thing asking "How peaceful are you?" I took it, just cause i'm cool like that. I liked it. I was 96% peaceful by the way. Lol. But i did notice some things.
I live kind of different then most. I'm purty chill. I don't really let much of anything get to me unless it's really big and what not. I don't know, it seems to be a nice way to live though. I haven't really lived any other way, so i wouldn't really be able to compare. But i mean i really have 10 times less hassles than most people. And if i do happen to worry about something. I just jam out to some slow kickin, chill tunes, and life's good. I guess it's like the hippie way of life. But hey i'm most deff. cool w/ that. Lol Even though Cody makes fun of me for it. Whateva yo. Thanks for reading.
-Jake